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| Well nothing to new..just working..as always..Oh but I did almost cut my freaking finger off this a.m!! I was reaching fo rmy mascara and didn't notice I had left a razor (like to shave your legs with) laying there and ran my thumb right down the blade! idid that at like 7:50 and its still bleeding!!!! I'm gunna die! lol ok maybe not! I forgot to enter yeaterday that sunday I went on a hike with Libby Jake Josh and Garrett. It was ok, but it mostly just reminded me that I hate doing fun things without Justin. I miss him :( | | |
| Well I haven't updated in awhile and its pretty slow at work so I'll do this to kill a little time. I really wish i could get another job. People come in here asking for help yet they are always so rude to you. I just don't understand why people are rude for no reason. I would reall quit this job if it weren't for the good hours. I just like the fact that I can see justin on the weekends without having to work. Justin left his ski trip saturday morn. It really sucks not having him around, its so lonely. I cried so hard all day, He'll be back Saturday night but has to leave early Sunday morn. to go back to school. Back to the work subject.. I started working full time ( without a raise..what bastards!)..but now that this other woman Karen isn't up here this week I know I'll have plenty to do. For being close to the 1st of the month it hasnt been busy at all, very suprising...Chase came home for spring brak last week. I met his friend Case, they called me Saturday to go get some coffee with them. I had been crying so of course they made fun of me but it was in a nice way. Chase is a good guy and I'm glad I know if something is on my mind I can always turn to him to talk to. Since i've been with Justin I haven't talked to him to much. His friend Case smokes these like clove cigarettes and when they burn they almost smell like incense. So of course I bought pack, they taste really good but I'm not one for cigarettes so I doin't see them becoming a habit. PLUS that pack cost me almost $6!! but they are good...I'm starving right now waiting t get out of this hell hole for my lunch, it really sucks I won't get to talk to Justin on my lunch like I usually do. Oh well I'll live. We didn't know Karen wasnt coming in today so I'm going to be working from 7-5 which will suck but I'll be happy when I get paid. I get paid this week so thats a plus! well I guess thats all for now... | | |
| well I'm finally updating...not to much has really happend..but last weekend was so crazy. Well Justin didnt come home so I decided I was going to hang out with Betsy. My first mistake was letting her call her old boyfriend, but anyways we went down to hang out with him and his freinds on Akron street. Well we had only been there for like 2 min when this kid Pete ran in the house and made all the guys go outside, come to find out he had gotten into a fite with a freakin crack head down the street. Well the black dude comes runnin at him and he had a gun! well at least he said he did. but I was so scared and told Betsy to take me to my car cause I wanted to leave, but she wouldnt. Finally some woman came and got the black guy and they drove away. well everyone came back around the back of the house and I got in the car well then that dude came back and i put my head down, I so thought i was going to get shot or something. but Justin is coming home today and now he wants to go to Cbus cause Shea is coming home, and its a big deal cause he's moving for good to South CArolina. I REALLY do not want to go at all. But he does so of course we're going. I was hoping we were going to get to spend alone time together, guess not. I even had this dinner planned out I was going to make him n everything. But now I might not have time to cook it cause he wants to go there. Oh well. well I guess thats all for now. | | |
| Well..I havent updated in awhile...just seems like Im never sitting at a computer long enough to do this, but tis so boring at work right now. This is probably the only time this office will ever be empty..guess no one needed their food stamps today lol. J/k that was a little mean. Me and Justin are great as always, I got accepted to Bowling Green!!! I can't wait to leave for college its gunna be so much fun. Since Justin is going to have an apartment next year I'll get a break from the dorms and be able to use a nice shower..so Im looking forward to that! I got my senior pic proofs back and they were ok. I didnt like any of the traditional shots which sucks a lot, but I have to pick one for the year book. well nothing much else | | |
| ugh life really really sucks when Justin is not around...I really hate having to sit at home on a saturday night. Though the choice is slightly voluntary. IDK I just don't like to do things without him anymore, its almost like i don't care about hanging out with anyone else anymore, which I don't. I miss him so much..and last night he wouldnt answer his phone for like 2 hrs, he was sleeping, finally he called me back and I just started balling. I couldn't help it I just miss him so much. So when I went to take the a.c.t this a.m i looked like i was totally baked cause my eyes were real red n puffy from the night before, and I was so tired from crying. I know he will be back wednesday but no one else understands how it feels when you don't get to see the person you love except 2 days a week. I got invitations to do things but I don't want to go to snowball and I don't want to go out drinking if I have to come home. I really hate being depressed. We leave for Florida Friday which is totally exciting I can't wait!! Hopefully it will be really warm so we can go to the beach! welll thats all for now... | | |
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